My confession? I didn’t think that motherhood would be this hard.
I have two kids, one is just four months old. I love my kids to death but I’m just really exhausted. I’m always tired and cranky because I am not getting enough sleep.
My husband works long hours and is so tired from work, he comes home and eats and then flops on the couch. I feel like I never have a break.
I’m always taking care of the kids, changing dirty diapers and getting thrown up on. I’m afraid to go out because I don’t think I can handle the baby and my toddler in public or the baby will be hungry and my toddler will be running off and I’ll have to chase him while I’m breastfeeding my baby.
Nobody told me that being a mom would be so hard. I mean, I knew that it would challenging but I know it is so rewarding too. I just feel like I’m totally on my own.
My parents don’t live here and neither do my in-laws (I wouldn’t want their help anyway).
I don’t know what to do to get out of this rut.